Month: October 2006

  • identity through belief

    It’s difficult for a person to look closely at all the ways they’ve
    changed. When I look back, everything looks different. I see a person
    so alien to me that I cannot comprehend his thought processes but then
    at the same time I feel as if I am still him and some alien has jumped
    into my skin and is perverting the way in which I think now and
    blocking off my true self.

    Well whatever. It is in fact far easier to look instead at the ways in
    which you have stayed the same: the things you believe that you have
    always believed and which you hope you will always believe so long as
    you do draw breathe.

    There are many such things that I still believe but most of those
    are trivial obvious things that most anyone would say they believe in
    and hope to always believe in. For example a belief in family or a
    belief in freedom or the right of peoples to live in peace, etc. etc.

    But is there anything of that sort that I can cling to as defining? A
    belief that is if not unique to me at least rather uncommon and which
    distinguishes me from the randomness of the crowd. Is there a belief
    that I have forged because of the experiences that are unique to my
    life? Is there a belief that more heavily influences my actions and
    decisions than it does anyone else who professes to hold it? Is there a
    belief that if all else were stripped away from me would still enable
    me to say that I am still myself and still uniquely me?

    Well I have identified two beliefs that could be candidates for such an
    essential life’s philosophy. I identified them by simple trial and
    error. I look back at all the convictions I’ve held and all of the ones
    that I have modified and altered and shifted or forgotten or given or
    just haven’t seemed that important to me of late. I take all of those
    out and see what of that which remains still drives me and then weigh
    how much it matters to me still.

    One of those two beliefs I am finding difficulty putting into a set of
    coherent words. So I’ll just set that aside to write about another day.
    It has to do with the importance of narratives and stories, the
    relevance of characters and the profound truthfulness of  experiencing
    that which conveys the kinship between sentient beings.  But that’s all
    vague and incoherent so I’ll set it aside until I can get to the bottom
    of it and see if there really is a simple to state guiding principle in
    that mess that I can say that I believe in.

    The other is much easier to state if only because philosophers have
    stated it and argued about it for centuries. It is what I have come to
    think of as the principle of rational intentions.  i state it as this:

    Whenever anyone acts they do so because they believe in their actions.
    They think that their choices are for the better and they act because
    they are trying to the best of their ability to ensure the persistence
    of some good or bring about some greater good.

    I’ve had discussions about this principle with lots of people and I’ve
    discovered that virtually no one believes it. Most everyone thinks that
    there are “evil” people out there who are not deluded or foolish or
    ignorant or unknowing but simply evil. That is, that there are people
    who, knowing full well that their actions will lead to harm or could
    result in a situation that is vastly worse for everyone will still
    choose to engage in those actions in exchange for some small immediate
    benefit or some personal gain or simply because they take some pleasure
    in seeing the evil consequences of their acts.

    I don’t believe that.  Why don’t I believe that?  There are a lot of
    reasons but foremost among them is the simple fact that without the
    principle of rational intentions I simply do not comprehend how any
    living being can hope to come to an understanding with any other. There
    can’t be compromises, there can’t be solidarity of purpose, and there
    can’t even be coherent argument, if you can’t believe that the parties
    involved can work first upon an agreement of what is to be considered
    the best outcome and then toward an agreement upon what actions will
    best lead to the realization of that outcome.

    But if the world consists of some subset of irrational incoherent
    automoton-like beings who act on pure whim and selfishness and others
    who in fact do act in accordance with what they believe is right and
    you can’t tell which is which, how can you ever really interact with
    anyone? Not only could any interaction be based on a farce because the
    other being is not just lying to you but in fact fundamentally
    internally contradictory to itself. The words it is saying might as
    well be random as you cannot infer from them his motives or desires.
    How can you ever hope to understand anything non-trivial about your
    people in such a world? It’d be like knowing that half of your test
    subjects are returning bad essentially random results but not being
    able to determine which ones are which.

    That’s just too terrifying a possibility for me to believe in. I truly
    do believe that we are all in some core ways similar and one of the
    most important points of similarity I believe is that we are all
    basically the same kinds of creatures in terms of how our reasoning
    faculty enables us to make choices. We choose to act because we think
    that our actions are what we should in fact do as opposed to some set
    of actions that we should not do.

    So why then is there so much confusion and deceit and lies and cruelty
    and suffering in the world? Why don’t we generally come to much the
    same reasonable conclusions about what is right and then act to bring
    it about? Well that’s something I can’t be entirely sure of, but I
    think it has a lot to do with other simple aspects of the human
    existence like ego and pride and fear and self doubt. I also think it
    has a lot to do with our lack of omniscience, the fact that we often
    can’t see all of the consequences of our actions and the fac that it is
    so often so easy not to bother to try and look at what the consequences
    of our actions are. Wishful thinking is always easier than careful
    thinking.

    But I feel that it is very valuable to keep in mind the idea that we
    are all at least to this small degree similar and not just in genetic
    code. We all are on a very basic level the same kinds of thinking
    machines even when we seem the most alien to one another. I think that
    with that attitiude in mind we can reach agreements with one another,
    we can teach and learn from one another, and  we can ultimately move
    toward a better future together. I think that’s a lot better than
    assuming that everyone who does not see the things that you perceive
    that you “know” to be good and right is an evil being who beyond being
    reasoned with and so must simply be discredited, ignored, and or
    destroyed. Unfortunately these days this is the more common way of
    thinking.

  • end of the world talk

    End of the world talk is getting pretty common. In one book I read (hint I mentioned it before) starts off by noting that human beings have been around for perhaps 100,000 years and that the average life expectancy of a species is about 100,000 years.  Another book I just started, the Long Emergency asserts that we are very much unlikely to ever replace the carbon based economy with one of renewable energy. His predictions just get darker from there. And those are just a couple of recent books I’ve been reading. The idea that our time is limited and that the risks for us are greater than they’ve ever been before is common in the media. You basically can’t avoid it. There is definitely a sense in which people feel that a lot is happening and that we stand upon the edge of a precipice. Perhaps fifty years from now we’ll all look back and laugh at our fearfulness and happily enjoy our symbiosis with nature and our world wide peace. That’s unlikely to the point of absurdity but who knows. The best likely case is that after fifty years we’ll be in a situation pretty similar to how we are now, still very fearful, some key things having improved (thankfully preventing our annihilation) but some things having also gotten worse and still uncertain whether humanity will survive the next century. I suspect this kind of tension is draining and wearying for people. It’s hard to live in constant uncertainty and terror. It’s dangerous. We certainly need to move toward a world where we can persist without the constant fear of what happens next. It’s just that the path to get there is very rocky indeed.

    The other day on the radio I heard an interview with a famous Christian leader who believed totally that we are living in the end times, the time of revelations. This was a fascinating interview not because the speaker believed the world was about to end. How many times have we heard that throughout history? No, it was fascinating because the speaker took this to influence policy. He believed that that there were certain choices governments and people need to make to be in accordance with the words of the Bible. In other words he thought we had to make choices that God would approve of based on the words of the Bible and he was willing to try to influence foreign policy in order to get our nation to act in that manner.

    Now here’s the thing. I’ve got no problem with someone believing in the Bible or believing the world will end. I’m not too confident of our future myself. But what bothers me a great deal is this attitude that you have to make choices in accordance with these written words rather than in accordance with your own reasoning. I could never accept that idea. If we were to determine that a certain course of action in the Israeli/Palestinian conflict were the one we believed to be the best chance for peace, and happiness and to ensure the people do not suffer and can live content fulfilled lives, and you try to argue that we can’t do that, or that it has to be wrong because the words in the Bible say otherwise, I’d say you’ve gotta be kidding me.

    Perhaps the Bible is true. Perhaps our very best guess as to what is right really is the thing that God will judge us harshly for having done or not done.  I say so what. You have to do what’s right. First and foremost to the best of your ability to judge the right. And then when the time comes if there is a God I believe you should look Him in the eye and tell Him you did what you believed was right. And if that means judgement and condemnation and fire and brimstone so be it.  You do what you think is right first, and take responsibility face the consequences if you are wrong. I believe, that’s what being moral is all about. And I believe governments and people have to behave morally first, not, necessarily,  according to divine scripture. I don’t believe anyone should be more on the side of  the words of prophecy  than they are on the side of real people and real facts and honest analysis and truth. You have to be a part of humanity and you have to do everything you can to help humanity to the best of your ability.

    You see that’s the thing about the end of the world. If you see it or suspect it or fear it coming sometimes there is an inclination to become despondent, sometimes this grotesquely manifests into a desire to even try to help hasten the end.  This is just wrong though. No matter how stark your vision or how sure you are of what is to pass, I believe you have a moral obligation to try and ensure our survival. I believe that you simply must do all that is in your power to stave off whatever impending destruction you see coming or ensure that a part of our species survives it if it cannot be stopped. This is your obligation even if you think that it is inevitable, prophecized, or simply impossible to prevent. If you don’t want to help you should just get out now and let people who still have the courage to believe struggle for their survival. We just can’t afford to simply give up.

  • information on fairness and freedom

    This here makes me want to move to Lafayette, LA. I highly recommend it. 

    There are some aspects of this work that I think are oversimplified but overall
    it is quite good.

    One of the most interesting aspects of this piece is how it
    links the decline of local broadcasting and the consolidation of big media with
    the attack on network neutrality. They are intrinsically linked but people
    rarely talk about them together. You’ll find people who hate the growth of big
    media but are very much willing to attack network neutrality.  This is a
    sad thing, since undoubtedly no network neutrality regulation would only mean
    far more powerful and influential groups controlling our access to information.

    And of course if network neutrality disappears, much like media consolidation,
    we won’t see the negative effets right away. It will happen swiftly but we
    won’t start to notice it until a few years down the road we look back and
    notice how vastly different our access to information is, how restricted we are
    and how weakened we are. We’ll see that just as the decline of independence in
    media outlets lead to a decrease in the coherence of the democratic process so
    too will a decline in network neutrality ultimately lead to a weakening of the
    capacity of the ordinary human being to contribute to their society.

     

    Of course no one will set out to make this come to pass.
    Rarely do people set out to destroy freedom and attack democracy, at least not
    unless they think there is some greater good they are serving by doing so. The
    problem is that the telecomm companies will try to be good citizens, try to be
    fair, but above all they’ll try first and foremost to make their maximal
    profit. Network neutrality institutionalizes fairplay and equal playing field.
    A lack of network neutrality will institutionalize the idea that it is ok to
    charge on as many levels as you please in order to build a faster network.

     

    The cynicism though is the thing that strikes me the most.
    Industries that have been given virtually every possible advantage of
    regulation historically are now complaining about the persistence of a
    relatively weak regulation that has existed for years without them having any
    problem with it. They say they don’t like it because they can’t afford a faster
    network without it. The question to ask is of course why can’t you afford it?
    How many tax breaks and subsidies do they need? How big of a monopoly do they
    need? Why can 16 other countries afford a faster internet than we have here
    with good competition and a thriving marketplace? Why are many of them much
    faster than we are?

     

    But of course the second great irony is that, even if they
    can’t afford it, no one is saying they can’t set a price that would enable them
    to afford it.  No one is saying they
    can’t charge as much as they please for broadband access. By the bit or by the
    hour or monthly or by whatever means they please consistent with standard laws.
    What the network neutrality debate is about not allowing companies to charge
    for the content as well as the access. It’s about now allowing companies to
    charge the internal aspect of the network, ie to make certain content cheaper
    or more expensive, slower or faster hence privileging certain information and
    applications over others.  This is
    harmful because it hurts individual capacity to enact new content or create new
    applications that can compete on the same playing field as those already
    established applications. 

     

    Believe it or not, not all big companies are always evil. This
    is one case where companies like Google and Microsoft are absolutely right and
    deserve our praise. Although to be sure that they are probably doing it because
    of the simple dynamics of power. In this case, more power for telecomm
    companies means less for them. But to be sure, we would benefit far more from
    their successful campaign then the big companies would. The simple ability to
    share on “equal” footing with other established sources can provide a mechanism
    for spreading truth effectively, for popular movements to gather followers, for
    innovation to lead to social mobility and advancement, and for the spread of
    creative expression. It’s really just good all the way around.

     

    Of course you won’t even notice should the fight to preserve
    network neutrality be successful. Because really all it means is preserving the
    way things have been for many years now. The only difference in the future will
    be more and better technology enhancing the already considerable benefits of an
    internet enabled world.

     

    Oh and a lot of people who argue against network neutrality
    will say something along the lines of “network neutrality is a complex issue”
    They then invariably tend to deceive people by ironically oversimplifying the
    issue. E.g. they try to equate charging more for a 3MB access than for a dialup
    connection with the kind of anti-network neutrality practices being proposed.
    Or alternatively they argue some nonsense about how much backbones cost and
    internet servers and the likes. The problem with these arguments of course is
    that although the fair pricing of these things might be important points of discussion,
    they have nothing to do with network neutrality. Network neutrality is about
    the cost of the services being provided over the network, the cost to provide a
    type of content on the network, not the price to access the network at all. Anyway
    if anyone feels this is really too complex an issue to understand, they can
    always read the works of Lawrence Lessig who explains the matter quite well.
    You can go here if you’d like.

    Always always always watch out if you hear someone give the
    argument “regulation often stifles innovation and destroys creativity” if they
    don’t provide any argument for how this particular regulation stifles
    innovations and destroys creativity. You’d think that’d be the key to their
    argument wouldn’t you? But most of the time they don’t bother to spell out a
    picture because it’s far easier just to create the specter of lost innovation
    than to prove that it is happening. 

    And watch out, particularly, if they are arguing in fact not
    for the avoidance of new regulation but for deregulation in an area that has
    been thriving under existing regulations. You wouldn’t realize is from much of
    the commentary but the network neutrality debate is actually a case where entities
    are advocating and succeeding in de-regulating an area that was previously
    loosely regulated. 

    Now the real solution to the “network neutrality” is for
    more government involvement. If we can survive the coming political turmoil,
    economic and environmental disasters, it will be absolutely essential to our
    continued freedom and growth and competitiveness thereafter to have a true
    super high speed internet available to every living being who chooses to use
    it.  Such a network, if it can be made to
    come to be sooner may even help us to survive some coming dangers. 

    So, obviously the government needs to get involved and do
    whatever it takes to ensure that the network gets built but also preserves the
    fundamental principles that thus far have been effective to ensuring an
    effective free internet. Whether that means threatening or coercing existing
    companies, or bribing them with massive subsidies and tax breaks, or supporting
    other smaller companies and newer startups to encourage competition, or taking
    it into their own hands and building the networks themselves or whatever the
    government should do whatever it takes to ensure that we move forward. It
    should be up to the telecomm companies to work with the government honestly so
    that they can try to preserve their pre-eminent status amongst providers to the
    public.  Perhaps it really is very
    difficult for these companies to establish broadband throughout this country.
    Maybe there are barriers I don’t know about. If so the government needs to work
    with them to remove those barriers rather than simply just letting them change
    the very manner in which the network works and then hoping that that will be
    sufficient to get them to really implement the networks we need.

    And who knows, perhaps, over the long run after we have 100
    times faster network connection or even faster everywhere then we might
    actually notice some kind of weakness in the network neutrality scheme that
    limits innovation and weakens progress. I find that hard to imagine since the internet
    has been so ridiculously successful so far even when it had far less capacity
    and thus was de facto already quite cluttered with people trying to push their
    ascii images over obsolete wires.  But
    even so, if that unexpectedly becomes the case then we should rethink network neutrality and
    perhaps weaken or abolish it.  That time may come to pass, but it certainly is not now.

  • bad argument

    There are many arguments that I hear frequently that anger
    me but one in particular I heard recently is really driving me mad.  The argument goes that we should get out of Iraq
    to send a message to the Iraqi people that they need to stand up and take care of
    themselves, to stop sitting on the sidelines and take responsibility for their
    own future.

    I know not what kind of opinion polling and studies lead to
    this argument reaching the forefront of American politics but I truly wish the
    argument would be shut away back into the netherworld of immensely stupid ideas
    from whence it came. 

    The argument is quite simply grotesque. The arrogant,
    condescending, paternalistic tone of such a statement is so utterly apparent
    that I cannot conceive of the degree of self delusion that one must undertake
    in order to honestly hold this belief and look anyone living through the horror
    of Iraq in the
    face. The Iraqi people aren’t trying hard enough? We invaded their country on a
    poor pathetic pretense, assaulted their people, tortured their people, botched
    the reconstruction effort and allowed their country to slide into chaos and
    virtual civil war and we’re going to say that it’s all *their* fault? Because
    they aren’t trying hard enough? That if we just go away and let them be, then
    of course things will get better because they’ll have no choice but to try
    harder? No. That’s delusional thinking. It’s the thinking that can only come
    from a people who have never experienced suffering on the scale of that which
    the Iraqi people are facing. It’s like pretending that the problems in Iraq
    are equivalent to children goofing off and not doing their homework rather than
    a situation where people’s entire families are being slaughtered and live in
    fear of a painful terrible death every day.

    This is much the same as the arguments against welfare.  You know the arguments. The ones that say
    that people are only poor because they don’t get off their lazy butts and do
    something. It completely ignores the well documents and carefully studied realities
    of poverty.  Apparently we’ve now turned
    to the belief that the Iraqi people need to “pull themselves up by their
    bootstraps” just like we good Americans have. Give me a break. 

    Now, don’t get me wrong. I do think there probably are good
    reasons to draw down troops in Iraq
    (there are also good reasons to stay which is why it’s such a hard problem).
    Occupation rarely leads to peace and often does serve as a spark that
    continuously lights the fire of rebelliousness and chaos throughout the
    country. In particular, many in Iraq
    may never believe in or put their support behind any government formed in Iraq
    under the oversight of American officials. 
    The government that is created needs to be independent and the Iraqi
    people have to actually believe that it is independent. 

    And you know, maybe that’s the argument that people are
    really trying to make when they make these statements. But if so, their
    formulation is god awful. It’s simply a terrible thing to suggest that
    extraordinary suffering that can be directly traced to our intervention only
    persists because of Iraqi negligence.

  • the perspective brought through letters

        Last Saturday I was driving down the street at 4 am, going to my
    job to fix a problem that I could not fix at home due to newly
    implemented security measures. I am so glad I had to go to work that
    Saturday!  You see had I not I would never have heard the BBC news
    program during which I learned a little something about Iran-US
    historical relations that is simply never discussed in the US media and
    is rather hard to find.

        You see in this story they mentioned a letter written by Iranian
    officials to the US in May of 2003. This letter was written prior to Mahmoud Ahmadinejad’s
    presidency, but after the Axis of Evil speech and after the build up to
    war in Iraq.  The letter is quite simply astounding. In it, the Iranian
    leadership was willing to put everything the US had ever asked for on
    the table. They were willing to completely open their nuclear program,
    help assist in the reconstruction of Iraq, help disarm Hezbollah, and
    end all support of Palestinian militant groups. To put it another way,
    they were totally willing to start negotiations were in they were fully
    willing to give in to absolutely everything that the US had ever asked
    of it and more besides.

        Why did they want to do this? What did they want? The answer is
    even more shocking than what they were willing to give up. You see
    their primary demand according to this article was simply to not be
    considered a part of the Axis of Evil. In other words they wanted the
    US stop being so hostile toward them and not to attack them. They
    wanted to be, if not our allies, at least not direct enemies. They
    wanted to be treated by the US like any other state, rather than be
    thought of as some fringe fanatical regime of the likes of Saddam
    Hussein and Kim Jong-il.

        How did we respond? According to the story, we sent a message
    lecturing Iran for sending us letters like this. Basically we
    completely rebuffed it. We weren’t willing to even seriously respond to
    any of the content of the letter let alone acknowledge its existence.
    It should be no surprise at all really that after that the Iranians
    changed their tune.

        What strikes me the most about this story is that I had never heard
    it before. I still haven’t heard any mention of it outside of that
    single broadcast. This makes no sense. Whether you think the Iranians
    were serious about this offer or not and whether you believe that we
    are justified in taking a hard line approach to Iran or not, this is
    hardly an “irrelevant detail” to be ignored.  There is simply no
    rational justification for simply ignoring this letter.  The
    possibilities it could have opened are extraordinary. Perhaps they
    would not have panned out but there can be no doubt that would have
    been in a stronger diplomatic position than we are in now had we
    pursued peaceful negotiations with Iran at that particular moment in
    history wherein Iran was at a turning point and the US was at its most
    influential. Now things are different, Iran holds many more cards and
    we are being weighed down by the burden of Iraq.

         This has made me doubt even more the regularly asserted theory
    that Iran is “evil” and lead by a mad totalitarian Hitler-like
    religious leader who hates all Americans and Jews. Everything as always
    is far more complex than that. Iranian has moderates and extremists
    like everywhere else. Iran has reasonable, rational thinkers like
    everywhere else. Iranians can learn about the world and form coherent
    decisions based on facts and reason just like everybody else. There’s
    no reason to believe they are evil. Not when you consider that 60,000
    Iranians help a moment of silence for the dead of 9/11, and many more
    took to the streets in candlelight vigil for the same event, and also
    not when the Iranian government assisted us in our war against the
    Taleban in Afghanistan. And also not when great strides in human rights, literacy, and education have been made in that country over the last twenty years. One wonders when taken as a whole what
    exactly must governments like Iran’s do in order to be counted amongst
    the good guys? Are they destined to forever be evil? OR must they give
    up all of their independence and grovel at the feet of the US before we
    will acknowledge them? If there is something they can do and which we
    will accept as adequate  we really do need to make it very clear to
    them what it is and how to go about doing it and then we have to stick
    with it and reward any action that moves them closer to the ends we
    desire. At least that way another opportunity like the one that passed
    when this letter was transported to us is less likely to slip through our fingers.

        The great irony perhaps is that actions like the ignoring of this
    letter and many other insults and rebuffs of a like kind may have or
    ultimately will create an enemy truly worthy of our disregard. There
    are more anti-US elements in power in Iran now post-letter rebuffing
    than there was before. The utter failure of the moderate approach was
    justification for the extreme approach. The louder we yell and the more
    frequently we refuse to listen or treat them seriously the more they’ll
    get their back up, the more angry they’ll become and the more likely
    they’ll be to hate us and refuse to do anything that is even remotely
    in our interest. This is not a stable situation.
     
        And we the people are kept totally ignorant of these realities.
    Unless we stumble upon them, as I did, we lack the basic facts needed
    to formulate the context through which we can form rational opinions.
    Instead we are told to hold simple views of Iran as “evil” and the US
    as “good” without any need of knowing any more.

    There has to be a better system than this.

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  • the total value of human activity

    We  look at all the things that people do from day to
    day, the things they produce, the services  they provide and then we add
    em up and produce a number so that we can do math on it, basically.

    Not all human activity is created equal. But luckily our number is built in
    relative to individual opinions of what the value of that activity is of
    course. If a good or service is worth more to people then they will pay more
    for it and so it will contribute more to our good old magic number.

    But we know opinions can be flawed. We know money can be wasted. We know very
    well that a person can be manipulated into seeing more value in a good or
    service than they would otherwise have felt and ironically as a consequent
    people pay lots of money into goods and services whose sole purpose is to enact
    that deceipt, to get people to expend wealth on things that are not as valuable
    to them as they think they are during the one irrational moment when they make
    the choice. This too contributes to the number. 

    If we were to wonder at the age old question of why we are
    here, now, in this place at this time very few of us would ultimately come up
    with the answer: “to convince other people to buy junk” so we can say at least
    on one level there are certain contributors to the equation that have a sort of
    lesser order of significance than others in the context of the greater human
    endeavor.

    But individuals are taught, no demanded of to think only of
    “their own happiness”. The story is you carve out some niche place in the
    world, go on doing whatever you feel like for a living day in and day out,
    spend time with your family, go on vacations, have fun when you can, enjoy your
    work as best you can (if not what you are doing, at least enjoy the people with
    whom you are doing it and your own ability to excel in it) and so on. Also, you
    can do good things for your friends and family and maybe a charity or two in
    your spare time. A Christmas gift. A birthday present. A donation for relief to
    victims of a Tsunami or Hurricane. And so on. 

    And then you have children. Raise them as best you can. Help
    them be as good a people as they can be. Create an environment as best you can
    that is as pleasant as possible for them. And teach them, also, to go about
    their lives striving only as far as their inherent limitations and the
    boundaries of the system in which they live. Most of all hope they are happy.

    Then you get old and you retire and mostly just try to get
    out of everybody’s way. Try to make the people you know’s life happier when you
    can and not cause them any hardship when you can’t. And then you die.

    Under this system, it is even entirely possible to do a
    life’s work that is actually net harmful to the system and the world and still
    feel entirely good about your own life and feel completed as a human being. All
    you need to do is to ensure that your life’s work enables you to live happily,
    have children, do good things in your spare time, be a conscientious citizen
    and then get sufficiently out of the way in the end.  But your *job* could be drug dealing or
    working for a fictitious company, or working for a company that is destroying
    the environment for future generation or any number of a hundred things
    provided no one realizes the harm or the harm though known can be sufficiently
    hidden from the mind so that we might go about our daily lives without having
    it plague us. Even if your life’s work does not result in net harm, it is
    certainly possible that you can live your life without doing very much
    measurable good at all really. For example you could work for a telemarketing
    firm. And you needn’t worry, your work will still contribute to the global
    magic numbers, and politicians will still use that conclusion to say to other
    politicians their nation is better than another. 

    One wonders where such a system came from. IF we think,
    purely abstractly, of what is the purpose of *human* existence and what is the
    value of *human* activity we do not conclude that   We
    conclude that if humanity is to mean anything it minimally must be concerned
    with its continued survival. More to the point we care about a lot more than
    that. We care about growing as a species, getting broader and deeper and
    learning more and creating great works and wondrous works and accomplishing
    extraordinary things and expanding our civilization above and beyond our
    wildest hopes and dreams. When we think abstractly about why we are here we
    never come up with a real answer but we do fairly quickly settle upon the
    things that we want to achieve and what we would like to be our future as a
    species. It isn’t persistent perpetuation in random drudgery provided we are
    all sufficiently “happy”. 

    Don’t get me wrong.  I
    think we want the happiness and the peace too.  It’s just that we all want the stories on top
    of that . We want to be able to tell our children and grandchildren about the
    great things our species has done and we want to see our children and grand children
    do extraordinary things. We want to die knowing that humanity will prosper and
    grow and that the universe will never forget that there was once a species dwelling
    upon a little planet called Earth striving to become.

    To these ends though, you’d think all human endeavor would
    be focused upon building the human experience. Growing it. Making it  greater. Instead of not caring when people
    choose life’s works that serve no purpose or do harm, we would do all that we can
    to get as many people as we can choosing to create goods and engage in services
    that contribute to humanity and that make us better. Rather than trying to
    create a passive controllable populace willing and able to do only just enough
    to get by and survive, we would strive to harness all of the human potential
    and push it toward maximal greatness. We would thrive to ensure that we all
    grow and learn and achieve and live lives that are not just pleasant but filled
    with a feeling of fulfillment because we know that are actions have contributed
    to something bigger and greater than ourselves. Humanity’s potential. 

    So whenever I hear about economic magic numbers I always
    wonder, how valuable is that money we are referring to? How well is it being
    spent? Are our goods and services pointless wastes of human energy or are they
    meaningful contributors to the greatness of our species?  And I wonder, always, how far can we go, how
    much can we achieve if we focus all of human will and all of human commitment
    together to the ends of improving our species? With all of the people and all
    of the potential in the world I strongly believe that the possibilities far
    exceed our wildest imaginations.

    If we are to make our existence great and our existence
    worthy of remembrance we must become serious about making our mission as a
    people to be the human endeavor itself. If we can do that we may even be able
    to save our species from ourselves.


  • seeing with eyes unclouded

    It just so happens that I have terrible eyesight. This has been the
    case all my life. Both my parents have poor eyesight but I suspect
    neither had as poor eyesight when they were my age as I did five years
    ago. And, judging from the thickness of our relative glasses, my eyes
    are worse than my siblings as well.

    I usually don’t think about the implications of that much or the causes
    as it’s largely irrelevant. I get along just fine with my glasses and I
    have no reason to suspect that technology will not be able to keep me
    at 20/20 vision for the rest of my natural life through some means or
    another. It is expensive though but that’s a discussion for another day.

    The reason I bring this up is that the other day I realized one
    somewhat intriguing side effect of wearing glasses most people don’t
    realize. You see as a benefit to being a person who wears glasses every
    2-4 years I get to experience a unique transformation of my
    view of the world. When I get new glasses, everything about the way I
    visually experience the world suddenly shift. Everything is sharper and
    clearer and more vivid. The world just seems like an entirely new
    place, like somehow I was living in a dark cave before and only
    recently was exposed to the outside world.

    I often wonder at how I could have stood the previous sight that I had.
    Why did I not think it was so bad? Why did I think I could see fine?
    Think of all the details I was missing! There’s so much out there to
    see and I had deliberately crippled myself by allowing my eyesight to
    decline without attention. I should not be going to the eye doctor
    every two years, I should be going every month!

    Now, truthfully, it probably wasn’t as a radical a shift as I thought
    during those first few days.  The last couple of times I’ve gotten new
    glasses the Doctor described it as a “minor update” to my prescription,
    unlike when I was young and getting radically different prescriptions
    every year or so when my family could afford it. But even when the
    changes are minor, it certainly *feels* radical every time.

    Why do I bring this up? Because this correlates to the effect of
    radically different perspectives on one’s mental outlook. Every once in
    a while, you see, I read a book or read an opinion or even see a movie
    or experience some other media, that totally shifts my perspective on
    the world in which I am living. Suddenly everything looks different
    than it did before. Clearer. And I wonder at how I had lived not
    knowing these things that I know now.

    Now this is very different than experiencing media of kindred spirit.
    For example my first pleasant academic experience was reading the work
    of Plato and I would always put his works high up in my list of
    important texts that influence my thinking. But Plato’s works, none of
    them, had this kind of transformative experience on me. Rather, he was
    just saying the things similar to things I’d been wondering about for
    years. In some areas he developed ideas much further than I ever had,
    but in basic content he wasn’t saying anything surprising to me. I
    loved finding out that there have been thinkers throughout history who
    have made it their life’s work to study these very same abstract ideas
    that had plagued my childhood. It made me feel quite a bit more
    grounded in the world around me. But it didn’t change my overall
    outlook.

    In recent times though I have experienced a couple of mind turning
    books that have had as radical an impact on my thinking. There have
    been others in the past but these two I think are particularly imprtant
    for me to write about now.

    The first tale begins with a reading of an obscure message board. It
    was one my brother also frequents and they were having a rather off
    topic discussion on impromptu politics. Most everything everyone was
    saying was the same old same old but one person’s posts were just
    radically different than everyone else’s. Not better or wiser or more
    backed by evidence or any of that good stuff, just radically different
    and not necessarily in a good way. Now on very rare occassion I’d read
    a post on slashdot or some other forum with a similar bent but not
    frequently and most drowned out by the majority of those taking the
    more typical perspectives.

    I might not have made anything of this post and just chalked it up to
    one insane writer except that the person who wrote this post was a
    person whom I had found to be very intelligent and inciteful when
    writing about other matters not directly related to politics.

    So in passing I made the comment to my brother in response to one of
    this writer’s more outrageous claims, “I wonder what’s on this guy’s
    reading list? I’ve never heard anything like it.”  To which my brother
    immediately responds “It probably involves a lot of Noam Chomsky.” 

    Now, I had a weird academic life since I didn’t really know a whole lot
    about Chomsky. I remembered his name came up numerous times in
    discussions in some of my lectures and I think we learned the basic
    elements of some theory or another of his in my intro to linguistics
    class, but other than that I knew nothing of him. My study was
    primarily of mathematics and computer science and philosophy and I
    really didn’t like Linguistics very much so I didn’t study mcuh along
    that related tangent. Nor did I spend much time discussing politics
    very much with people though my school was and is a highly political
    environment. I just ignored it.

    One thing I did observe was that the name Chomsky was often accompanied
    with a great deal of contention. There seemed to be a strict division
    of people who seemed to see some truth in his words and many others who
    seemed to hate his guts. I made nothing of it really since that’s
    pretty much the same division you find in classrooms about everybody.
    Though for the most part people do try, reasonably to suppress their
    inner feelings and expend their effort analyzing the ideas of scholars
    in all fields. It’s just that you can always kinda tell the
    undercurrent. If the disdain for Chomsky was a little stronger than on
    average, I didn’t really take note since the discusssion never dwelled
    on him long enough for me to gain any real understanding of who he was
    and I was young and dumb and didn’t care enough to find out more.

    But in recent years, like so many people, I’ve gotten to the point
    where I care a little more about things political in nature. Perhaps in
    large part it is spurred by my disappointment in myself for not
    reacting nearly strongly enough against the war in Iraq before we
    invaded. Perhaps its just that I am seeing more of the economic
    consequences of political choices in my daily life and that of my
    family. Or perhaps its just that I’m bored because the people around me
    never talk about interesting things any more and I’ve fallen out of
    touch with so many of my friends with whom I would not really discuss
    any of these things with but who would at least listen to my most
    recent random theory or crazy idea.

    Well, whatever the reason, after that conversation with my brother, I
    found myself in my local bookstore looking for something to read and I
    found myself looking in the politics and history section looking at all
    of the god awfully named books with gargatuan subtitles all so very
    confrontational and trying to push various perspectives. Some of them
    I’d read before and others were on my list of books I intended to read
    but always only those that I had gotten specific recommendation from
    elsewhere or which were very specific to the topics of concern to me at
    the time, such as copyright law and the environment.

    Anway, I found the works of Chomsky and flipped through a couple of
    them. Some seemed interesting, others seemed tedious. Ultimately I
    settled on buying a book called Understanding Power: The Indispensable
    Chomsky.

    Now this isn’t really one of Chomsky’s books. Rather it is a collection
    of discussions he’s had and question and answer sessions from way back
    many years ago to recent times. I thought this would be a good way to
    introduce myself to the body of Chomsky’s theories without having to
    have read all of hist various books. I also bought Deterring Democracy
    so that I could get a sense of what hsi full length works were like.

    I devoured most of Understanding Power in a single day.  And I got new glasses that day.

    Everything just seemed so different after that. The reason people do
    things, the way in which they act, the perspective with which they
    approach the world.  Bits and pieces of so many other things I’d heard
    over the years out of context now made so much more sense. Now I knew
    where people were coming from who just seemed to be ranting insanely to
    me in the past. Now the cynicism and lack of optimism with which so
    many individuals I’d encountered had approached life seemed to have a
    grounded basis. Governments and Businesses and Universities and
    individuals all seemed like different entities to me than they had
    before.

    Now to say this is not to say that I have now become a devout follower
    of the Chomsky world view. I don’t believe in religious experiences.
    There’s only understanding and analysis that can cause shifts in
    perspective. Remember that whenever I put on new glasses I try to
    remember that what I perceive as a radical shift in view is actually
    never as radical a change as I might think. And rememver also that a
    world viewing change and a theoretical kindred spirit are different. I
    don’t really think my thinking much aligns with that of Noam Chomsky.
    Our basic assumptions are different. Our philosophies and morals are
    very different. Perhaps that’s because he just knows more than me or
    because I haven’t fully come to understand his theories or perhaps
    because there are things that he just takes for granted that aren’t
    really that certain, who knows. Regardless, I think even if I agreed
    with everything he said, I still find it doubtful that he spent nearly
    as much energy in his childhood wondering if his experiences were real
    or imagined so at least based on this single examination of his writing
    and thinking and the few other examples I’ve read since then he doesn’t
    seem to be much of a kindred spirit to me.

    So anyway, I think the world was laughing at me a little when not all
    that much further in the future after I had discovered Chomsky,
    Chomsky’s name was in the national spotlight. The President of
    Venezuala, Hugo Chávez recommended one of Noam Chomsky’s books:
    Hegemony or Survival during a speach to the UN wherein he also called
    President Bush “the devil”.

    Far far too much has already been said about “the devil” comment so I
    won’t even go there. Now I personally didn’t know much about Hugo
    Chavez before hearing this except what you hear on the news… you know
    “radical leftist leader” and “hates the US and is trying to undermine
    it” and “giving heating fuel to the poor in New York city”. Oh wait,
    that last one seems a little out of place but anyway you get the idea.
    Well anyway after hearing this I read a couple more resources about
    Chavez which paint a very neutral picture. He’s no hero.

    To be honest, I applaud the idea of advocating books that provide
    different perspectives to the people of the UN and to the peoples of
    the world. I also have no problem in particular with daring, radical
    speaches to the UN. Indeed, I’d prefer the direct approach then holding
    your opinions to yourself and saying some tripe instead.  One thing
    that I wonder about is whether this speach was calculated to create the
    uproar it did in order to create a greater audience for these new
    perspectives he wants to advocate or whether it was a surprise to him
    that US Citizens and US Media would take his comments so seriously and
    be so critical of them.

    Anyway, I’ve got to say I also agree that at this point that it
    wouldn’t hurt too much to have a lot of people read the works of Noam
    Chomsky. Whether or not Chomsky’s right about anything, the topics he
    discusses are serious and the perspective he gives is meaningful and
    the nature of his commentary really ought to be debated right out in
    the open. For one thing, you can’t really understand the poltiical
    discourse I think without having a basic understanding of the kinds of
    writing Chomsky’s writing represent. There are lots of works written
    that are influencing policy today that are specifically in direct
    backlash to the words of Chomsky and those of a similar perspective.
    There are others whose opposition to current policies are directly
    founded in principles akin to those expoused by Noam Chomsky. If you
    didn’t realize that before (and I didn’t before I read Understanding
    Power), you surely must now that you see that a head of state of a
    growing power in the world explicitly endorsed his book. To understand
    where everyone is coming from you have to understand the evolution of
    their thoughts. You have to know what it is that they are running
    toward or running away from. And you have to talk about it in order to
    break through fallacies and find out the truth. It’s better to read
    Chomsky skeptically then to ignore him altogether

    That being said, I’m not sure having Hugo Chavez endorse a work by Noam
    Chomsky is likely to foster an honest debate about US foreign policy
    inside the United States. This conjoining of two objects of hatred of
    the Right will likely inspire such fervid opposition as to shutdown
    discussion and brand those who dare try to give Chomsky’s work a chance
    as traitors, enemies, or just plain stupid. More dangerous, I think, is
    that so many regular people will feed their disillusionment and despair
    by reading the dark words of Chomsky and will not fight as hard to
    effect changes that are so obviously needed right now. Chomsky does
    speak of hope but in the little that I’ve read of his, it’s such a
    small part of his works that you can hardly believe it is there.
    Overall I don’t think this well help Venezuala very much and I doubt it
    will help Hugo Chavez very much and I sadly don’t think it will make
    the world a much better place.

    Now, if Hugo Chavez had wanted to have a more beneficial impact, I
    think he might have considered recommending another book that I have
    read of late that created a radical shift in my perspective of things
    that are.  This one is called Plan B 2.0: Rescuing a Planet Under
    Stress and a Civilzation in Trouble by Lester R. Brown.

    Plan B is fascinating in a lot of ways and pulled together in my mind
    many discordant things I’d heard about the environment and the economy
    into a much more coherent whole.  I can’t recommend this book enough.
    It’s one of those books that just tells the truth without unnecessary
    obfuscation or radicalization.

    Now the picture Plan B paints is in a lot of ways more dark than
    Chomsky’s but there is hope in this book too and very specific
    recommendations for changes that can and must be done. Brown doesn’t
    just throw up his hands and say “Oh well, let’s hope things get
    better.”  He finds what can work and what ought to work and shows how
    we can get the point that it will work. But the overrriding message of
    the book is that we don’t have much time, dark days are coming and very
    very soon. Even so the books is hopeful. You feel as if there is a way
    out, we just have to take it.

    In terms of acceptance, Plan B would get far more acceptance in the
    American populace than Chomsky’s works. Plan B doesn’t inspire
    defensiveness, anger, and hatred like many of the things Chomsky says
    does. He isn’t being that controversial. He’s just spelling out the
    truth about things people don’t want to talk about. ARguably Chomsky is
    doing the same thing, but it’s a lot easier to take the “our planet is
    in trouble right now!” message than the “your country in particular
    amongst all the countries in the world has been acting evilly for
    generations now” message at least if you are a citizen of that country.

    If Chavez had recommended Plan B to the world, it would have had the
    same skyrocketing effect on sales but the eventual impact on policy
    would be far more substantial. People who read Plan B would have a more
    global view of the world and have an immediate interest in changes in
    their own country right now. Admittedly it might not have been quite as
    on topic with the “devil” comment and to be sure it wouldn’t have
    sparked as much interest without the “devil” comment but it would be
    very useful and very needed. Books like Plan B need to be deeper in the
    consciousnesses of regular people if we are to have any hope of moving
    forward as a species.

    Anyway, if you want to see the world differently today than you did yesterday I highly recommend these two books:
    Understanding Power: The Indispensable Chomsky -  Noam Chomsky
    Plan B 2.0: Rescuing a Planet Under Stress and a Civilization in Trouble  – Lester R. Brown

    You might not like them and you might be quite disturbed after you read them but I believe they are worth it.

    Please also tell me of any works you’ve experienced that have changed
    your perspective on life. I am always looking to build a more complete
    world view.